TheWayLifeShouldBe

Yeah, you read that right, on the eighteenth of August I tried to kill myself after going through a really really bad breakup. Matt and I had been together since the 25th of March, that was when he and I first started having sex, didn't make anything official until the 27th. So yeah, I was head over heels for this guy. I loved, and still do love him more than I ever thought possible. Though the feelings aren't returned at this time I don't believe they will ever be returned. Nor am I sure that they ever were. So yeah, he and I broke up and he immediately started dating my best friend since grade fucking four. So yeah I was not fuckin okay. So I tried to kill myself. so yeah, that's an update for you. 

logs.omegle.com/83b42d24b18a85… HELP ME OUT PLS FRIENDS I LOST PROBABLY ONE OF MY FAVOURITE ROLE PLAYERS OF ALL TIME AND I CAN'T FIND HER AND I CAN'T GET BACK ONLINE AND UGGGHHHH I HATE MYSELF FOR NOT GIVING HER MY EMAIL UGGGHHHHH 

So The one I'm writing with my friend (Katsudon) archiveofourown.org/works/1116… Is called Love!!! on ice its super cute, How Viktor and Yuuri start a family.

And my Second fanfic archiveofourown.org/works/1123… Skating and Ballroom Dancing (Might change idk) Its an Anastasiya and Yuri fanfic, super cute, Ana gets bronze at the GPF the year before and gets invited to dance on ABC's DWTS So yeah. :3

So its June seventh and I've been too inactive to do anything at all. But here I sit in front of a computer at 8:50 am sicker than a dog. So I'm writing this to speak up about who I am and what I stand for. 

My name is Alex, I've been in the closet so long about who I really am. 
I'm Non-Binary, I don't see gender. Anyone who knows me personally will be like "Heck man I knew that" and that's when I'll laugh and agree. That's not what I'm talking about though. My sexuality is not as clear cut as I'd like to think it is. "I'm gay" or "I don't date guys" but that's not exactly true. 

My name is Alex, I am Demi-Panromantic. (I've had people fuck up and ask "Like the sunroof?" No you nugget that's panoramic. not Panromantic... Jeez) So for anyone who doesn't know what that means. let me break it down. 

Demisexual- You don't hold a sexual attraction to anyone aside from someone who you have formed a deep and meaningful connection with first. However, even with someone I've formed a deep connection with, it takes a lot from me to give my body up, so I have to really really trust that something would come from this connection. 
Panromantic- I used to define myself as Pansexual, but I don't think that quite covers it. For me I'm non-binary, I don't see Gender limits. I don't have any issues making a deep and meaningful connection with anyone, no matter their gender identity, or their biological sex. However I'm more panromantic, I'm not looking for sex, I'm looking for a bond, stronger than no other bond. I want love, and cute shit so yeah...

Happy pride month

Hey folkies, My favourite dude bro SmartasticalArt is doing a raffle-poo for reaching 666 watchers. So I mean, hey go uh watch this bad boy for more chances to win at raffles or kiribans or shit. she also takes commissions and her art is rad. :3 She's best bro. its open until May 31 but get on it before you forget Good Luck and may the odds be ever in my favor XDDDDDD

I HIT THE BIG 666 (CLOSED+ 2ND PLACE ADDED)EDIT: Since so many people entered, I'm going to add a second and third place to the raffle! Please don't comment any new entries, the deadline has passed! 
Thank you to all my friends and watchers, old and new! To celebrate, I'm going to re-hold a raffle!
How This Will Work
1) If you want to enter this raffle, simply COMMENT on this journal (this is a must!) When you comment, I will reply with a number that I will put into a random number generator at the deadline. 
Want to add more entries? You can favorite this journal and you'll be have another chance of winning! You can also make a journal about this raffle to get another entry! (In total you can have up to three entries.)
2) I will be counting until May 31st, 2017, 11:59 PM CST. 
3) The winners will be selected randomly using said generator.
Prizes
I will be offering the following prizes:
1st Place
-1 chibi drawing of ONE character (in<<rafflepoo